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Houses, yes, let’s talk about houses, about the wise use of so solid and silent a power, hailing from ancient times. Here are the architects, the ones who are going to die, smiling with sweet irony in the depths of a rare secret that restores them to clay. The ones with soft irrepressible hands. — Across the months, dreaming of the last rains, the houses discover their innocent knack for enduring against the subtle mouth crowned by the chaos of words. Say we discover blackberries, the hidden current of taste, enthusiasm for the world. Say we discover bodies of self-protected, contained people, and the stunning silence of fountains — thoughts in the stones of something celestial like exemplary fire. Say we sleep in the houses, and see the muses gently leaning over us like gloomy flowers, tall and slender, and we remember and are melancholy and watch the doors close on the demise of the lofty days. Yes, these are the houses. And if we ourselves are going to die, we wonder a little, and a lot, at those architects who didn’t see the endless torrents of roses, or the unceasing waters, or a sign of eternity sown in quick-beating hearts. — What did those architects of these houses do, they who roamed through the months’ many directions, saying one house goes here, another there, another there, so as to make for some order, a duration, a beauty against the divine force? Someone brought horses, coming down the mountain paths. Someone came from the sea. Someone came from abroad, all covered with dust. Someone read books, poems, prophecies, commandments, inspirations. — These houses will be destroyed. Like a sunflower, designed to get drunk and insisting on its solar wedding, so too each house will waste away, bereft of a fire, bowing its lagging head toward the mysterious rivers of the earth where the architects themselves will crumble by their own multiple hands, their faces burning in the swift illuminations. Let’s talk about houses. It’s summer, autumn, teeming names among the slanting landscapes. The builders of the soul brought salt, in themselves they carried a restorative awe before the ever-present sight of animals and stars, they imagined purity with men and women side by side, smiling enigmatically, touching each other — tender, diffident, inclined to give, slow to burn. For a fleeting moment they would meet each spring with the first and original jonquil, remaining cool the rest of the year, so brief were the masters of inspiration. — And the houses rose up over the waters all across the sky. But houses, O architects, enchanted exchanges of sweet and obsessive flesh — none of this went into the song that needed to be written. — And mirrors are the impurest invention of all. Let’s talk of houses, of death. Houses are roses to be sniffed very early, or at night, when hope abandons us forever. Houses are long-lived, nocturnal, celestial rivers that slowly shimmer toward a cold bay — which might not exist, like a secret eternity. Yes, let’s talk of houses, as if talking of our souls, in the midst of a fire, next to the example of the wheat fields, learning the patience that sees them grow tall and die with a trace, a hint, of beauty.
Herberto Helder, A Colher na Boca. Lisboa, Ática, 1961. p. 13-15. - Ou o Poema Contínuo. Lisboa, Assírio & Alvim, 2004. p. 9-12.
Translated by Richard Zenith
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